Am I Selfish 2

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PART 2:

She: Murthy why are you dong this ?
She sensed it. Oh my God she is not an ordinary girl I thought my self.
I became dumb for a minute. I don't know what to speak.
Luckily I did not carry any valuable Jewel ( That's how the trend is to impress a girl) not even a single flower.
Me: I want to marry you. It's like a business deal. One day you have to marry a some-x guy. So I want to be that some-x.
She: No, I don't want to marry you.
Me: Any reason in particular?
She: No, Please don't make me feel guilty, I am already feeling guilty that I am very close to you since 4 months and you made a love proposal.
Me: Hey, I did not propose you. Do you think it's proposal?
She: You have very high ego?
Me: No, I don't have one But even if you say that I have ego, I don't mind.
She: That statement is enough to prove that you have very high ego.

I am about to cry,
Waitress : Excuse me Sir, Are you waiting for someone ? This is our menu Sir. Please call me Sir when you want to order something.Thank you Sir.

What!!!! No one is here, Yes where is she?
Oh my God !! is it a disorder? I don't know, It's the first time in my life that I spoke to myself.
May be it's one kind of illusion ..where is she ?
I can see her, She is coming from rest-room side.
I did n't notice her when she went to rest-room.

She: Sorry for the late. I struck with a important call.
(May be it's important call to her.
If I ask her who called her, she won't tell me lie but that does n't mean she will tell me the truth.So there is no point in asking about those call details. OK leave it, I thought to my self.)

With my previous thought process, I lost my confidence.
And even my 6th sense is telling me that she will reject my proposal.

She: Murthy tell me, you want to say something important right?
Me: Yes, I want to tell you something but after that you should not break our friendship even if you don't like the topic.
She: sure.I promise I wont break our friendship.
(With that statement I got relaxed and also boosted my confidence.)
Me: Actually, You know these days I am very happy. And I feel you are very helpful to me. I always want to be in touch with you and when I am in need you gave money and ..
She: Come to the point.
Me: I want to marry you.
She: Since my childhood my parents gave me a lot of freedom. And they never expected a single thing from me except selecting a right guy as a husband to me. So if my parents are fine with this, I am OK for that.
Me: Thank you. I will ask my parents for the same.
(I did n't tell her that my parents already know this. I want to make it surprise.)

I updated everything to my parents and They are pretty much happy with it.
Uncle: Ask her Date of birth, Time, Place, So that we will show it to our Mastan before meeting her parents.
I called her and took the details and gave the same to my Uncle.

While calculating match compatibility there are 36 points in astrology to know more about astrology here.
Out of 36 points, couple should get minimum 20, In the worst case 18. If it is less than 18 points there is no guarantee that they will get marry, Even if they get marry they live like a two individuals instead of a single couple.

Our Astrologer name is Mastan, Story behind his name is that all his brothers and sisters are dying the moment they are taking birth. So his father thought that whoever takes next birth, he will keep a name which is not belongs to Hinduism, So that's how MastanJi born in a Brahmin family.

MastanJi is very talented, He got a government job under Indian Forest Service department. But he did n't join there as his father's last wish for him was to serve as a priest in Vaishnava temple. So he bound to his father's wish.
When he was learning Astrology, His teacher asked all the students to calculate his Death date, everybody gave more than a year answer except MastanJi 12 days answer. All can recognize teacher's happiness in his eyes but students were not convinced until teacher's death occurred after 12 days due to lungs damage caused by heavy smoking.

I called MastanJi regarding my match compatibility.
MastanJi: Hello Murthy Garu, Just now finished and about to call you.
Me: So how is it going? how many points I got? Is it everything fine?
MastanJi: 13 points out 36. This marriage is not compatible.

There was a big explosion in my heart.NO!!!NO!!!
I disconnected the call..I don't want to hear anything from him.
Now what I have to do? Do I need to marry her? or do I need to sacrifice my Love.
Or again call MastanJi to know is there any amendment to marry her even if there are less points.

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