Am I Selfish 1

                                                             Love Vs Parents

Two years back I met her, The First impression of her reminded me of my First Crush here
The Curly hair, good looking eyes etc.
She exactly looks like my first crush. I thought God sent her back again with a different soul.

After 3 months we became very good friends.
Then the killing thought came into my mind.That is Love(?).
My friends used to say that I lost my first crush because I did not propose her. So I don't want it to happen again to me.

My Thought process: I will propose her, she will agree after that if my Parents & all my family members wont accept her then I will be in trouble.So First I need get all my family members approval, with out all of them even if I get succeed in love it wont give me a kick.

So First I told my brothers, sister-in-laws, Sister, brother-in-law, they are all OK with it.

I went to my native on a occasion I explained to my mother that I am in Love(?) while having lunch.
Mom: Son if you do any such things I will die.
Dad : Son go ahead, If your mother is sure on her statement then I will also get marry again..
So we all had fun out of it.
Dad: Raghu(Hey it's my pet name), you know about our village, In cities people are not bothered about community and status. But here people live with their false prestige so do we.
Tell me about her family details.
We will go formally and will make a marriage proposal instead.
Me:Thank you Dad.
I called her and took the details, gave the same to my uncle.
Uncle: Their family is good, They wont reject our marriage proposal as we are on upper side(?).
Me: First let me propose.

I went to Tirupati with my friednd Jazi, There I met a newly married couple Appu&Srinivas.
Jazi & Srinvas were line for reserving room to stay there.
Me and Appu are chatting.
It was very nice to hear their love story.
After that I explained my story to her.
Appu buying some silver color "MangalSutras" which are selling on that road side.
I asked her why she is buying it?
Appu: If you deposit these in Temple on behalf of someone they will get marry a nice person.
So I Bought one for my brother and one for the girl to whom I want to propose.

I don't like to beg God that I want to marry and I want to be happy.It makes me selfish.
While depositing those, I prayed that my brother should get a good wife.
And my girl friend should  marry a person with whom her married life would be happy.
(I did not prayed that I want to marry her even though I planing to propose...I felt proud ).

My Mom gave me a good time as my Grandpa is good at astrology she also know little bit of it.
All my family members, my friends, relatives, well-wishers, eagerly waiting for the result with finger crossed.

I invited her to Chutneys, A place where I can propose while having food.
Whenever we met I always late, So this time also I was 10 minutes late to the spot.
Me: I want to tell you something.
She: First we will go inside.

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